Feeling Anxious

     While I'm waiting for my job call in public school,  I'm glad I still have my tutorial service although there were only three students. But yesterday, the mother told me to stop the tutorial for a while since she is also in a tight budget. I felt sad for a while because it means that I have a lesser income now. My hubby's salary is just enough for our basic necessary needs plus billings in electricity, water and internet (deep sigh!) So,  I'm anxious where to get some money for my pregnancy. Well, I can make it!!! I have a great provider and I know He will blessed me with another tutorial service or maybe by the end of this month He will give my real job.

Fertility Pig Lucky Charm

      My eldest sister lend me this lucky charm fertility family pig. She really believed with this  pig family 'coz she was able to conceived two years ago. She said that, while she’s cleaning the pig, she whispered her wish to get pregnant. And so after 5 months of fervid wishing, she had her beautiful daughter. And now, I'm in my 2nd month so I think this pig really bring us the luck to have a baby. Anyway, this pig came from a friend of my sister when she was in Hongkong as a gift and souvenir. Knowing chinese culture, they have so many things and believes to bring luck in life.

Finally...

     This is it... I got the most beautiful gift God has given me. I'm finally pregnant yahooooooo.... :) When I calculated it based on the net, I was 8weeks conceiving now! I can't wait to go to my OB Gyne to check my baby... I want to take a shot of my PT, but my camera hasn't battery... Anyway, God knows how happy I am. And hubby doesn't know this yet... I will surprise him when he gets home. Because I can't go back to sleep now, I will browse the net for some tips on pregnancy especially the foods I will take. I'm also looking forward for my baby shower, baby christening and one year birthday yeheyyyyyy....

One More Try...

     Before I shut down my computer, I want to document this first.. Tomorrow, early in the morning I will take again my pregnancy test. Although I said that I will still wait for another week, I can't wait any longer since I experienced again vomitting and headache. And also, I went to Lolo Uweng (He is Jesus Christ lying in His holy tomb which I have a devotion) this afternoon and fervidly pray to enlighten me if I will have a test or not. And His answer... YES!!! It's good if I will have a test now so I can have a prenatal check up and do the necessary things to take care my baby (if there's already) if still I am not lucky, it's really alright. As I said to HIM, I'm pregnant or not... One thing is for sure my faith will be more stronger and stronger and I won't give up until He will give His precious gift.

Am I Pregnant ???

          I was married for a year ago and having a child is what Me and Hubby wish for. Although I have PCOS, I'm not loosing a hope that I will bear a child since I read so many testimonials from the net and from real life stories that they were successful after having medication. And now, I'm a month delay on my period and I just vomitted this morning which just some symptoms of being pregnant.I'm afraid to take pregnancy test because what if its negative again and that is so frustrating. Well, I didn't tell this to anyone yet even to my husband because I don't want them to expect for nothing. I'm just waiting for another week if I can still see some symptoms. Anyway,  I'm pregnant or not I will still be praying and follows God's will.

Monday Mayhem No.2 - It's All About Mom

Before I answer the questions, I'd like to greet all the Moms out there... Hope I will be soon ;)

1. How old is your Mom? If she has passed away, how old would she be? My Nanay, will be 60 this coming September 25. If I will be lucky to have a job this coming June, I will treat her in a salon or spa.
2. What is/was your Moms worst habit? Hmmmm... I think being over martyr... Sometimes she forgot to save for herself.
3. What famous person does/did your Mom resemble (a picture of that famous person would be nice)? Nothing... My Nanay has a unique face...
4. What would be one meal that you would love for your Mom to cook for you right now? Very meaty and cheesy spaghetti.
5. Was your Mom a Stay at Home Mom or did she have to go to a work/job (and yes, Mayhem understands and knows that being a Stay at Home Mom is work/job) when you were growing up? She worked overseas for 20 years. But, she make sure that she had a constant communication with her family. And now, she is with us for good.
6. If you could change one thing about your Mom what would it be? Physically, her nose ;)
7. Did you ever make your mom cry? if so, explain.  Yah, sad to say I made her cry last year of Father's Day. My Mom is very sensitive person, I cracked a joke that she was a gossiper. Because, she doesn't had a work anymore, she felt that she's nothing... At her room, I followed her crying and I said sorry. She accepted it and I promised to myself that I won't make my Mom cry again.
8. Have you ever told a lie to your Mom to protect yourself or someone else? If yes, have you come clean and told your Mom the truth? Yes, during my childhood days.. Well, I can't remember any situation now.
9. What is the one thing that you most admire about your Mom? She's so thoughtful and she will sacrifice everything for her family.
10. In 10 words or less, describe your Mom. My Nanay is kind, thoughtful and so loving. I'm not saying this everyday to my Mom, but I love her so much!

Saturday 9: Should I Stay or Should I Go

Welcome back in this meme ;) I was able to post because there's no niusance around. Anyway, here's my answer. Enjoy reading!!!

1. Have you ever been on a date and you had to tell the person to just go away? No. I was very polite with my suitors ;)

2. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? If yes, where? Definitely! Here in the Philippines, I want to explore the island of Cebu. They said that,  it's truly amazing and you can die tomorrow once you finish to explor it.
3. Do you have any pet peeves? None yet, human peeves... so many of them LOL!!!
4. Tell us about a guilty pleasure of yours. Eating foods with lots of carbohydrates
5. If you could change places and become a celebrity, who would you'd like to be? She's not a celebrity, sort of  I think... I really want to be in the place of America's first lady. Michelle Obama.
6. What do you consider your biggest talent?  Dancing
7. Do you have a favorite actor/actress that is not a big star, yet they are your favorite? Hmmmm... none so far.
8. Name your five favorite rock bands of all time.   Bad English. Michael Learns to Rock, Journey, (for the local band) True Faith and Side A
9. If you were to start a new relationship (for whatever reason), how much of your sexual history would you share? Would you resort to lying? I will be true to him...